-5

I can't decide if breaking down is a good thing.
I don't know if my body crashing is bad.
I can't tell if i am happy or pretending.
I should have never drove in the rain for you.
I'm home now, if you care.
I made it safely back home.
After i snuck out of your house in the pouring rain.
I am home. I am safe.
I won't see you again for the rest of my life.
My eyes are closed now.
Listening is making me nervous.
So i don't know how long this will last.
I just can't figure out why i want something i don't want.
And when i get that something, i throw it away.
As quickly as i can, mind you.
- Are you happy?
- Is this what you wanted?
Words are just words.
They express you and me.
But not us, never us.
I hold the worst grudges.
I hate you.
Maybe not, I want one thought.
Just one, I can't do this.
I'm drowning in my own head.







xoxo