362

I turned my light on.
I can actually see.
Everything is crystal clear.
I'm glad I flipped that switch.


xoxo

363

"Tonight won't make a difference."
Every night makes a difference.
Every day you acquire an ounce of new knowledge.
That new knowledge you acquire, keep it.
Keep it safe, store it, try and remember it for the next day.
And so on and so forth.
"I'm an addict for dramatics, I confuse the two for love."
I'm just writing things down that I'm listening to.
Taking Back Sunday is currently on my ipod.
I love them. I love my past memories.
"But would you do it again?"
Well as he says in the next line...
"We can't go back, can't go back, can't go back."
Three times, to make his point clear.
Three is the magic number, forever and always.
Concentrate.
I can't stop, it's hard.
I know this isn't real but when i feel alone
I begin to miss you.
"Drop everything, start it all over.
remember more than you'd like to forget."
Now is not the time for this.
I'm running on Empty.
I rejected the cure and now I'm stuck with this disease.
In a way, I'm content.
"The whole truth, is nothing but a good excuse."
Interruption: Great way to ruin my ruined day.



xoxo

364

UPFUCKINGDATE:
Funny things happened.
I'm lost inside myself and others.
I can't figure this out.
I need to lock myself in my head,
not this bottle.
until next time,
you're the only one that's here for me
when ever i need you.
i appreciate you for that.


xoxo