I scratched through my skin.
I don't know what this red liquid stuff is.
I guess this sort of thing happens.
Maybe tomorrow it will stop.
I can't go around dripping this strange liquid.
People may follow me around.
They may try to steal it.
Who knows...





late night stories.

101.

I am starved, I am starving. I starve you.
Words aren't real but you are.
Maybe it's the other way around.
Either Or, Either Or, Either Or.
I will make this trip downstairs.
I will make this trip upstairs.
I will lay in bed and starve.
I won't be starved, you will be starving.
You are starved, you are starving.
Food is on your mind, get some.
I'm all about memory loss.
Lets lose it together.
I can't spell you so how can you exist.
Think about it another night.
You're wasting my time.



goodnight

100.

Hello my name is jasmine.
I want to show you something.
To bad you can't see it.
I wish i could help you understand.
I wish i could help you see me.
I have to go, maybe another time?



goodbye moon.

303.

I figured it out it was a dream in my head.
I thought you should know because your back was so good to it.
So when I say 'when' cut the strings.
I'm not giving up, I'm just losing this.

125.5

i'm not happy, are you?
is anyone truly happy?
fuck everyone.
i don't care about them, them, or them.
i'm you, you're me, they're us, we're them.
i'm not moving, push me.
get me up, knock me down.
i see the top, im at the bottom.
i'll do it. i won't. i want to.
my body won't let me.
my mind wants me to.
am i wrong, are you right?
no you're wrong.
cut me open; put me out of misery.
remember, i'm you, you're me.





xxx