104.

Have you ever thought about your actions.
Everyday you walk, one foot after the other.
Everyday you breathe, one breath in one out.
It starts the same everyday.
You open your eyes.
It never goes as followed.
You are always sick.
You blame others and yourself.
You think you're so self righteous.
Throw up, you are now sick.
See your day has changed.
Your week is starting to end.
Lay in your bed and try not to breathe.
Hopefully you can get out.
Before you realize what you did.
I won't forgive you.
I won't allow myself to.
Maybe when your head is in the toilet, you'll drown.
You can finally see what your life is.
Starved is a feeling i won't rid myself of.
You are just starved for attention.
Lets play sick, everyone will care.
I just threw up my lunch.
Look our paths have crossed.
We are now both throwing up.
We are now both drowning.
We are now stuck with this sickness.
But you are ruined.
The damages have been done.
You are my collateral.




xxx