+1

when am i going to help myself.
when will i put myself first.
life isn't a competition on who suffered more.
everyone has a different pain.
a different burden they are dealing with.
sometimes i think it would be easier if i wasn't here.
but then i think about the lives i could change.
the lives i want to change.
that's what really keeps me going.
i cant help but breakdown when i think of my past.
i don't want my past pain to be forgotten though.
i want it to help someone else.
i want it to encourage someone to change for the better.
i honestly can't see myself in 10years.
what i know i want to do is to change lives.
and while i am here on this earth i will make sure that happens.
i hope that i have already impacted a few people.
if not, maybe i should pick a new career.




xoxo