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QUICKLY; you're fucked.
you are fucked.
i have not changed : i haven't changed.
change isn't present with me.
no thanks.
i collect coins. in a jar. with flowers.
i get judged, i judge; who. fucking. cares.
i am not the same i am a martian.
music is pretty cool. who cares, fucking.
i hate length, college is long : college is long.
you wish, i did, not now. house is on television.
you know, you know, please tell me.
i am insecure, i seek, ha, useless word.
comma, comma, splice, comma.
what do i want to be when i grow up?
tell me, you have 5 minutes.
useless, unless answered, useless.
you are.
do you get angry with me.
can i help you, sway your vote, keep you away.
i don't care enough to care.
no. no. no.
STOP IT!
give me feeling, fuck facial expressions.
you can't trust anyone, can you, can i?
when i want something i get it, stop giving it to me.
if i was a male you would praise me, no sexism, false.
you wish i had a conscience, i wish you had a conscience.
wishes don't come true, floating away.

map quest my house, my thoughts are as followed.
the best part about this weekend while in Richmond was:
1. Seeing strangers, and complete strangers.
2. Crushing on my crush, crushed my self.
3. If i had a checklist i completed one thing.
4. Not caring what happens. not caring, not shit.
BEST PART; riding ambers bike in the snow to 711.
felt so damn good. my body was at ease with my elusive mind.
cut the rope, im free. you're not, caught, dangling, useless.

what do you want to be when you grow up?
did i help you, i think i told you the answer.
with my second statement or third, may be four th.
faggot.
i like double letters, i am cringing.
stop, save, now, i need, you, it, now.


faulty
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