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getting my mind:
blowed, blown, blew.
past tense; future.
make up some crazy words.
tell a few lies.
live you're lies to the fullest.
you're life is over, you have nothing.
you made it up, i ended you.
if i could i would, you know who you are.
or do you? want a hint.
you are your self.
you are pathetic.
congratulations.

i have begun.
i listen then write.
you speak with words.
i use syllables, i don't make sense.
you wish you understood.
i wish this would go away.
the throbbing ache in my head.
pop more pills.
lets say vitamins.
that's what they are, but they aren't.
calm down, take a deep breathe.
this will be over shortly.
i only want to hurt you.
you never cared if i did, why didn't you.
you felt nothing, i wish i could feel.
blacking out the fiction.
dizziness; trauma.


gone
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