sidenote

I have the worst memory ever.
This week i was stupid.
I was very stupid.
I admit that right now and while i was being stupid.
I wake up with bruises on me.
I wake up with a throbbing headache.
I wake up wanting to leave everything behind.
I wake up regretting my actions.
And yet i repeat them throughout my life.
I say i will learn but i never do.
Writing this isn't going to help me fix my mistakes.
But it's showing that i realize i have made them.
And i'm going to think about things more and more and more.
Hopefully.
I want to be me with a little help of you.
Because i know you are my better side.
And i truly think i can't live without you.
Come into my life soon, please...









xox0