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my feet are cold and brittle, like my hands.
i never leave.
i am always gone.
i guess this is the end of the old.
i started over, i reset myself.
i deleted. i lost. you died.
we will never complete that puzzle, we don't want to.
what is fun, is fun, isn't fun.
i'll never forget, you'll never remember.
i guess you forgot. we are different.
one two three five.
i skipped you. never not you.
i am happy to be sad, but happier than sad.
fade. doorbell. you won't.
fill my stomach with uselessness.
make it up, throw it down.
laugh on fire, sparks fly.
i am you. understand now?
i want one day to see the true colors.
of you, or me, maybe them, and us.
if i could make you i would destroy everyone.
i hate smiling faces without mine smiling.
i love. i have loved. i don't have a love.
keep your guard up, don't fall.
never lose, always win. freeze to death.



cuddle buddy
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