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numb, i am numb.
i want to feel your heartbeat.
i like having you around, surprised?
finally i have realized that you are right.
you are something i want in my life.
i'm the opposite of perfect.
maybe one day we can get past those days.
not you, but you.
yes, yes, yes. care.
i should probably forget about you like you have me.
i will someday, till then you are invisible.
i made you hate me, believe it.
i want to fall asleep with you, no different you now.
i can't sleep. help me.
pathetic, useless, me, me, me.
i don't want to tell you how much i like you.
what if you don't like me as much.
what if you rip out my heart and run away.
i can't handle going through that again.
i can't handle reality.




crash & burn
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