Looking back, no, farther back.
Yes, that far.
I've realized i am constantly repeating myself.
Can i not make up my mind?
Do i want to make the same exact mistakes
Again, and again, and again.
It takes a few seconds to think before you act.
How many things have i ruined?
No need to count, it would be wasting your time and mine.
One. Two. Three. Four. Five.
Breathe. in : out. in : out.
And all i used to hear was your voice in the night.
Surprisingly enough it's gone.
I don't need you to fall asleep.
I don't need your witty banter.
You are nothing, not even a memory.
Absolute garbage.
My mind is racing at the speed of light!
Sleep is the only thing i'm thinking about.
Well other than, you know who.
xoxo
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