9.

wet hair, dry body, warm.
again in this state of being.
i need to get dressed and ready to eat.
then for work.
i just dont want to do this anymore.
i hate being here, memories fucking suck dick.
U
hate, filled, smoke.
i'm clouded.
i can't see.
flip switch.
i want to stay in this dark room forever.
i have a fear of rejection, doubtful, i could care less.
i have a fear i wont be noticed :truee: i care what you think.
i'm over you, whomp.
south park, LOL
hate that word phrase? no what's it called!
ugh, whatever.
fat ass, chocolate smeared face, that's me.
RIGHT NOW!
i love it, so do you.


sleep well
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